air asam jawa sgt sedap.

laalalaaala. huh. gile menyampah isi brg upu neh. kod byk yg takde. aduihhhh. btw, nk amek course pendidikan la. then nk isi pun cm sial sket. nnt ar! hurm...smlm pegi karaoke. hehehe. byk ye lagu2 yg telah dinyanyikan oleh miss anis neh. list nye:
  1. sepi sekuntum mawar
  2. perpisahan
  3. ramalanku benar belaka
  4. when ur believe
  5. debunga cinta
  6. tenda biru
  7. i luv u.

ape ntah lagi. neh je yg aku ingt. hehehehe. amat melalak okeh! then, after abes mjd penyanyi, g tgk midnite. bedtime stori.hehehe. best la gak. btw, spjgn dat movie, sumpah cm tahan nantuk. ye arr, maybe penat kot. bkn salah dat movie taw! huhuhu. rating leh kasi is 3 kot.heheheh. btw, neh sume kt alamanda taw. yeyeyeeyey. thumbs up unt alamanda,putrajaya. huhuhu.:D then. lepas anta k.elin balik, kiotrg ngn muke2 cm tido g mkn kfc kt sri kembangan.hahahaha. kol 2 beb! sumpah nantok. lps dpt ayam, terus segar! pemakanan tidak sehat dlm pengharian diet. ampun2!!! terpakse la. lapa sgt. tyme tuh around2 kol 2. leh maafkan wahai diet ku? hehehehe:D k la, esk balik. ktn, bosannye tgk ko.!!

p/s: anis, nape ko nyanyi lagu2 sedih neh?? confius2!!!

sungguh tidak sangka.

weee. ahhhh. byk nye bunyi yg mengDatang. tidak percaya ramai pioneers2 ku adlah penulis setia. si askar satria pd tundukan blogger. hahahaha. jom2.:D

bring me a date up up on the tree?

you are always on my mind :(

penat.lelah

penat melihat. kini hanya mahu menonton.

penat saket.kini hanya mahu tenang

penat bercakap.kini hanya mahu diam

penat makan.kini hanya mahu menelan

penat mendengar.kini hanya mahu pekak

penat berbohong.kini hanya mahu benar

penat berlari.kini hanya mahu duduk

penat menjadi org laen,kini hanya mahu sendiri

penat menulis,kini hanya mahu menyanyi

penat berfikir,kini hanya kosong

penat mengharap, kini hanya mahu berdoa

penat menunggu, kini hanya mahu menjadi tuli

  • DAN penat menyayangi, kini hanya MAHU membenci.

terkedip2 mata berair memandang seni luahan.

oh god! sumpah aku tabik spring kpd2 umat2 yg telah dikurniakan otak yg bernas, idea yg mujarab,tangan yg halus penselnye,dan kata2 yg seribu satu definasinya. tahniah. mungkin aku masih mentah unt memahami itu sume, namun aku punya kotak hati yg mampu tersentuh walaupun seinci. tahniah kalian. di sini aku aku postkan bbrpe yg buatkan kelopak mata tdk mampu tertutp:
" Lima kali
lima kali aku lahir
lima kali aku lelaki
lima kali aku melihat
lima kali aku katakan
kali kelima itu
kali kelima aku mati
kali kelima aku lelaki
kali kelima mereka melihat
kali kelima kamu mendengar
aku ingin
lima kali lagi cintakan kamu.."
what would you say if you knewi miss those days,when we both together,walking along the line,together waiting for us jobs done and shifting shifts, of courselunch and dinner together,had a coffee or tea in the late evening,or icecreams or puffs or chocolates,fooling around like crass,send you back to your crib;well i have a crush on you,but i swore to my self not to hurt mine again as he made the same to you;but still your heart has duo-faces - cold yet sensitives,your grin smiles soften my hardness - with teeth shining as white as pearl as white burning stars,wavy hair and your fucking guts,your warm and tender skins,everytime you touch my heart;everytime you had problems or mad,you make those wrinkling forehead,babbling and irritating me,how could i forget when we passed around those paintings and gallery,those buskers and artists and books and sketches and all the talks,or when you scared to death or when your eccentricity of sudden silent;but it was those days,and right now i look into your eyes - from my bedroom windows,feels like millions miles through the airwaves and boredoms;you smile and excitedly jumping and running like always - joyously,along with Balinese pelog tunes as i sigh and smile back to you a thousand years wide;this burning heart desires you forever,but what would you say if told you so,that i'm in depth fallen into your inner smile as i dive into the deepest bluest ever gojira ocean full of whales and dolphines accompany me and waving at me and warmly welcoming me; awaiting for you to answer my screaming-hearted, gigantic plant of love and tenderness. all i wanted to say long ago wasi miss you, already;if you could hear me, if you could feel this blue-hearted of mine, i wonder.finally, all hell freezes over and heavens break loose,i squirt out a piece of my heart just for you, wherever you are, whatever you do, whenever you read this.
ini bkn nya karya2 aku. aku hanya mempamerkan kekreativan mrk yg telah dikurniakan. tahniah anda.hebatkan? smbil tangan degil untuk menulis dan telinga setia mendengar "quando2 di audio".

jimmy eat world [23]

I felt for sure last night

That once we said goodbye

No one else will know these lonely dreams

No one else will know that part of me I'm still driving away

And I'm sorry every day I won't always love these selfish things

I won't always live not stopping It was my turn to decide

I knew this was our time

No one else will have me like you do

No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever If you wait for the right time What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems

I'll be 23 I won't always love what

I'll never have I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever

Coheed and Cambria

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.

I wish that I could stay. "But," you argue.

More than this, I wish you could've seen my face

In backseats staring out of the window.

I'll do anything for you,Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact'Cause I will be coming back.

In a phrase to cut these lips,I love you.

The morning will comeIn the press of every kiss

With your head upon my chest

Where I will annoy you

With every waking breath

Until you decide to wake up.I've earned through hope and faith

On the curves around your face

That I'm the one you'll hold forever.

If morning never comes for either one of us,

Then this I pray to you wherever.I'll do anything for you.

This story is for you.('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you.)

I'll do anything for you,Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact'Cause I will be coming back.In a phrase to cut these lips,I love you.

The morning will comeIn the press of every kiss

With your head upon my chest

Where I will annoy you

With every waking breath

Until you decide to wake up...

Simpla Plan [save u]

Take a breath I pull myself together

Just another step until I reach the door

You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice It's drowning into whispers You're just skin and bones

There’s nothing left to take No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better

If only I could find the answer To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you

I’ll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall

it`s drowning in the whispers.

Last night. Through my mind's morning haze I can somewhat remember wat r going to happen on me in future. ntah la. its sumtng too general to talk about. theres bunch of points that hv to elaborate to. bt, lantak la. bile dgr2 lovesong, sumtimes make me sick. dats somethng like drowning in whispers. maybe i need "gud luck charmed" in dis "l" stori.hahah. mengarut. tak tahu nape after dat big case, its all turn down like hell. cm ader sumtng aku buat yg buatkan he said.."g mampos!". tak tahu la. its too confusing. maybe wat i need is explaination, bt who cares? i'm nothing. maybe theres a scar in my within, bt who cares, n who r going to noe it, n maybe no one will noe it. romeo, i hv MAJOR crush on u. "The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun..When you read my mind".seyesly, i dun expecting more, bt at least just a simple hye can make my day bright as usual. keeping sum1 in our heart is easy, but to be in the sum1's heart are difficult. n dats "easy" makes ppl crying. its human nature. sumtimes we're up, sumtimes we're down. n itulah kite kene bersyukur for wat he hv n try to appreciate it. mcm family, ur loves one, ur teachers, ur friends, ur pet, ur plants, n all surround u b4 they leave u. n maybe now i just dying to hv his glance. i'm dying ppl. n sumtimes i pray him even more than me. ntah la. biarlah. hurm.
aku jd cmneh sbb sumtimes terlupa kt Dia kot.. in my family, pendidikan agame tak leh sestrong mane bt at least i'm thankful, at least tak lg hanyut wit all da guider n supportive family. thanks n ily yea?! aku just nk tenang, jadi umat yg bersyukur ats ape je kurniaNya, n sumtimes malu unt aku cerminkan muka kerana byknye dosa2 yg mungkin tlh menggelapkan dunia aku without i realize. n there's list dat sumtimes i hv to focus on. "Ya Allah, aku sgt2 perlukanMu dlm keadaan aku skrg. Bagi aku jalan unt aku teruskan track hidup aku ini. aku hanya mampu menghela nafas yg ko berikan dgn nada syukur ats ape yg ko kurniakan. berikan aku petunjuk dan insan yg mampu berikan senyuman pd ku stp pagi. n mampu mengucapkan selamat mlm dgn ikhlas akan menyayangiku stp pagi dan stp mase yg Kau sediakan dan mengiringku ke jalan MU..amin." what should i do? hanya berdoa kan? n from now, i just wanna focus on my destine. yerp. dats more important. n now, i just played some songs over n over. n dats songs really2 menggmbrkan wat i feel now n wat i'm thinking. here i gv u da lyrics.

love,

sofea~