sofea the fea

gsc.oh gsc!

gsc..ohh gsc..ala, i'm just coming bck from gsc just now. met all da kg.nekmat's folks. but certain je dpt dtg. at least sket rather than none.abg.syah,saufi,mus,shequeku syg,k.june,maha,ajis,wawa,wan,syazwan(xsmpt jumpe.mengilang je bdk tuh),fendi,sir,joe,ganesan,shanker,kumar,sape lg erk???rmai arr..miss abes ngn diorg. then, pegi mkn kt dkayu, haahha..cm biase, borak2 n gelak2.maen2 kan kamarul..hahaha..tamil je yg xserve kitorg. act, dorg due neh r da waiter kt dkayu.kamrul n tamil cm waiter tetap kitorg.dr dulu aku msk keje,smpai aku benti,smpai aku dtg balik..ttp sama. hahahah. one day kene amek gmbr ngn diorg neh. then, bincng2 semua ngn dorg.pernah rs when u all felt really2 sad,dump,cheated,not appreciated..ahh.byyk ar lg.but when i sat together with they all i feel like..all my burden was flying away as wind flew through da day.ntah.rs laen.ngn dorg, i can let go everyhtng dat i hv and cm xde obstacle ape2 kalo nk ctr ape2.its feel like we're more than friends. even some of them cm dh berumur, like 26, 27..but like our heart r one.xtaw la.rs laen. since keje kt ctu, i've learn somthng.ya,somethng.somethng dat cant afford to buy,or can get easily from anywhere.damn ar!emo abes!but nh la die.when i feel down like hell,they gv me hope.gv me somtng.ssh nk explain dat kind of feeling.rs syg sgt.sgt2.cm ssh sng,sumer share.sorg untung,tlong kwn.rugi,tlg kwn.ssh tol!ahhh.ssh nk dpt bos cmtuh.cm boleh kwn,abg,or even bapak.ahah.kan2 sir?then,kitog sumer g tgk movie.rogue.ya.cm tuh kot da spelling.uhh..forget my grammar.haram berterabur.but nvrmind la.aslkan dpt tulis ape yg dirase.dis is my blog?who cares kalo grammar berterabur syg??huahua.dh lame rs tak tgk movie ngn diorg.thanks joe, even dat movie not asterik yet, but u kasi je..uhuhu.syg2!!then pegi lepak mcd.huu.lame nye tak dgr abg,syah berblue.hahaha.bengong!herm.sum1 ask me to work around 2 weeks neh, but taknk la.its kinda tired la babe.i'm sory.herm.then, balik naek bus.cm biase.miss plak tyme2 balik keje..hahah.dr dulu, slalu nmpak sorg guy neh.bdk keje kenny rogers.everynight la nmpak.cm rapid mate la.but tak penah tgr.cm msg2 senyum je.hahahah.hey dude!if u read dis, afta dis,just tgr je la.at least hye.hahahah.

-miss abes sama ini tempat.aduh_

hurm.mule2 bee,sheque,maha,k.june.miss la tyme sumer baek2 neh.

sumer ader.:)

lastly,

syg kamu semua:)

thanks 4 da smile:)

bosan.weird.pathetic.strange.freak.uhh!

haha.mmg sesuai abes pic neh ngan situation+perasaan+fikiran+argh..semua ar.all mixed up together. than puuup! jadilah BOSAN. now, i'm listening to "better in time" by leona lewis.this song was very meaningful. rs cm bgs nye pompuan neh. at least she hv da strengh to face up da world in front of her.luv da lyrics. esp..

"Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time"

"If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok"

haha..cm bermakne abes.n now tgh chattng wit my old asst. manager of gsc.encek rahim. ahah..btw, i'm tooooooo miss da moments tyme i was gscrian b4. we all cm family. ape2 pun we're share together.kene mrh, kene puji..all dats make me rs cm dihargai. ya. n thanks to u guys beb! bt now, dh ramai bdk br..so, cm xbest kalo nk dtg pun. haha. ramai ajk kuar, bt dunnoe y rs ingin ddk di rumah mengatasi sgalanye.home sweet home.haha. hurm..k la..cm no idea je. later. bye.

sy syg gscrian.
_sofea_

matahariku.

here r da list of my music dis weekend.

1. tanpa kekasihku-agnes monica (u should watch her videoclip.u should!!)

2. wherever u will go-the calling

3. 7 things-miley cyrus

4. da man who cant be moved-the script

5. we cry-the script

6. org kecil-wani ardy

7. askar-wani ardy

8. dis i promise u-nsync

9. leavin'-jesse mccartney

10. bedtime-usher n babyface

11. summer's over-jon robert

warwick avenue lyrics

time: around 6 somethng..
place: roOm..ruums!ahah!
mood:hungry?nope! sad?nahh...happy??errrr...missing??ya!!

owh..i'v watching one music video just now..dats song really2 make me remind of him..uh god!how can i forget bout u uhh??shit ar! herm..so, i've tried to download dat music video but failed..i just can give u da lyrics..

WARWICK AVENUE BY DUFFY

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

Meet me by the entrance of the tube.

We can talk things over, a little time...

Promise me you won't step outta line.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

Please drop the past and be true.

Don't think we're okay, just because I'm here...

You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...

You think you're loving but I want to be free.

Baby you've hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

We'll spend an hour, but no more than two.

Our only chance to speak, once more...

I showed you the answers, now here's the door.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

I'll tell you baby, that we're through.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

All those days spent together, I wished for better,

But I didn't want the train to come.

Now it's departed, I'm broken hearted, seems like we never started.

All the days spent together, when I wished for better,

And I didn't want the train to come

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

You don't love me, I want to be free,

Baby you've hurt me. .....

B.F.F

hurm..yesterday i got small fight wit nadia. sometimes i think even she is already 17, n going to 18, but sumtimes her mind thinking always like 10 years old.aduh. but its skjp je.so, today, we're ok already.hurm.dear blog, i hv somethng dat i want to share wit. dis thing i stole from rifa's blog. its really attract me wit da words..friendship n slowly become ends..sometimes it makes me wonder, "suddenly or slowly they will just leave you, and that's how it ends." - motionstudy.is it true? friends r easier to find, but true friend which always be our side no matter wat happen, oh gosh! its really hard.maybe 1 in thousand.maybe.now, sy sudah miss all da frens. aduh. i'm da one who really hard to rolling down my tears but when it comes to "friend"..my tears slowly drop one by one without give any signal.omg! ape neh?!susah! ahah.maybe cry was actually a kind of release. i think so. n i agreed wit dat. then i noticed dat my proud will down as hell when it comes to friend.yeah. n yeah. i think sumtimes i prefer unburden n tell my stories to sum1 called friend rather than family.nah!wit certain cases n stories. when its involve bout personal thingy,boyfriend,n family probs..then i'll catch my phone then ring to home.other than that, i'll just text to others.hurm.love. i hate dis chapter. "it takes no time to fall in love, but some years to noe wat love is bout."kan2?!btw, i feel like love just a playing a game.really.love.break.love.break.b4 dis, i'll already fall in luv wit sum1 but i'm maybe kinda of blur n maybe not clear wat i felt bout him dat time.i noe, he really2 love n take care bout me. i noe bout dat dear. but sumtimes, i'm while away sumtimes bout u n i dunnoe how to express my love to u..but plz dear. i love u. n i do!then, we're break. wit da simple telephone call from him. swear to god, i'm sad bout dat.His words brought me a sense of pain. . really feel like a huge brick squash down on me.Truth be told I've tried my best to love u..But somewhere along the way...I got caught up in all there was to offer and the cost was so much more than I could bear..i just cant afford.i'm sory darling. maybe dis is not our journey.every morning when i woke up, i quickly grab my phone n i noe i've got 1 msg from u."baby, i'll love u till da next morning n forever.".thats simple msg already make me alive along da day n being loved by u is my strengh to keep smile for others even i cant. i just miss dat moments.i wish i can turn back time.but its impossible kan?then, day by day, minutes by minutes, u'll keep changing.for da 2nd chance, i try my best to be his mrs.future, but no matter how hard i tried..its still comes to da end of da road. he is really absurd.weird.strange.n sumtimes i feel ur a stranger. then i'll keep my mind, even i'm trying so hard n maybe too much, i noe. its already hv full stop in our relationship.oh gosh! dis is fate. so, i'll accept ur fate god wit wide open heart n i'll swallow all da sweet bitter moments dat we're have together.when it comes to love story of mine, maybe da chapter did not have da ending yet. i hope i hv my happy ending or this. n all my friends, i love u all. not matter wat happen, bff.sory if i'm not really noe how to expressing my feelings to u guys but swear to god, deep down my heart, i really love n happy wit u guys.thanks u guys.bff!!!

loves one:-

_my bintang.

_father barre convent year 97-98

_sk.pinang tunggal year 98-n sumthng 2000..cant remmber

_st anne's convent year 2000 sumtng

_sk.pandan year 2002..esp adeq, manje,eha,aisyah,nik,asyraf,faiz,zul,anuar,farhan..n others6B

_netball's team of pahang year 2002 under-12

_sekolah seri puteri 0307..pioneers..

_my rapid's mate..ikram..peqah..yus..huhu

_beb..azril, idzhar,tash,danial....(lupename)

_gsc mmbers. esp kg.nekmat gangs.

_my ym's mate..heheh..maybe sumtimes i dun ever noe u.but we're still friends ya?!aha!

_kmph studnt. esp my tutorial's mate..paah.ain.k.yus.k.bella..hehe

_mochi si botak! huhuh..even ko ader rmbut pun..aku ttp anggap ko botak! dush!

_wadie..hahah

_B1-T1-20..+beah,esp rifa..( my indie's mate)

_N lastly u.( u noe who u r)

erm..pade sesape yg tak disebut i sofea kenal u all..soryy bebyak..u all pun kwn gak!

sincerely,

sofea.

at da edge of da ocean.can we start all over again?

"(Another Song) All Over Again
You've been alone, you've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many waysbut I would change my life
If you thought you, might try to love me
So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over,

I'm not a saint I'm just a girl
Who had heaven and Earth In the palm of his hand
but I threw it away
So now I stand here today asking forgiveness
and if you could just please
Give me another chanceto write you another song
And take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all overAgain

oh boy. you're all I've got.
Don't you leave me standing here once again?
'Cause I'll give you my life
Yes I would.If you would let me try to love you
So please give me another chance to write you another song
and take back those thing's I've done...

cupcakes

hello there..

my angels from my nighmare..ahaaa..finally i'm home..best gle rs jejak ka kt kl neh..omg!hehehe..byk gle nk ctr but my mum was brrw my hp..so, all my dailys takleh nk amek..hurm..btw, yesterday was my uncle's graduation day..best gle rase..dis is da 1st tyme history in my family wearing dat jubah n amek ijazah..jeles gle rs..n make me more touched when he gv me chance to wearing his jubah n pegang his scroll tuh..wahhh!mmg berangan gle..btw, afta i finished my matrix, then i will proceed my studies in degree..but its all depends on my final result..kalo low,i'm just doing local..if its more than wat i'm expected from my result, then bleh la pegi memane..maybe one day..dr.anis sofea.huh!heeheh..ssh nye..tipical me!hurm..then jalan2 around dat konvo..jumpe all da graduate2..best gle..mkn2..n k.elin make surprise for his mr.future wit kasi cupcakes kt die..comel gle..mmg da theme

of da days is purple..semua org pakai purple..like we're purple team..huhuhu!!! ..so, dgn ssh dan payahnye k.elin buat unt my uncle..n layan all da anak sedare nye kerenah sorg2..heheheh

best n rock gle kalo dpt maksu cmneh!!!!!!!ur rock girl!!hehehehehe..tak sbr nk tunggu dorg kawen..hehehehe...
kalo dorg kawen plak..i'll make my own handmake cupcakes..hahaah..wondering...wat it could looks like uh??huhuhu:)

then..dat nyte my uncle n his mrs.future brought us (me, nadia n nurlis)went to watch MOCK TRIAL at da law nye faculty..mmg every year all these students will perform teater ala2 dlm court but semuanye klakar gle..btw, this drama is 18sx..hehehe..byk gle adegan2 yg sgt tak ptt ditengok..but come on arr...lakonan je..mmg btl2 rs dlm court..best gle..die kesah nk cr pesalah yg mmbunuh dato' ba ba tanglong..hahaha..name pun dh gelak. basicly kalo tgk cm ctr mona fendy but mostly diorg tkr make it btl2 real.. all da elements were inside..sedih, gmbira,terkejut,geli,hahahah..semua arr..n dis is my 1st tyme tgk..besttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt gle!huhuh..then afta dat show, pg mkn kt tmpat ape ntah..happening gle..semua ader arr..i think kl neh afta 8pm br hidup..dis is life..watching all people surround mkn2 n borak2..cm best gle..huhuhu..so, abes la graduation's dat story..lastly..congratulations paksumi n perhaps one day every1 dtg my konvo plak..hehehehe..insyaallah!