terkedip2 mata berair memandang seni luahan.

oh god! sumpah aku tabik spring kpd2 umat2 yg telah dikurniakan otak yg bernas, idea yg mujarab,tangan yg halus penselnye,dan kata2 yg seribu satu definasinya. tahniah. mungkin aku masih mentah unt memahami itu sume, namun aku punya kotak hati yg mampu tersentuh walaupun seinci. tahniah kalian. di sini aku aku postkan bbrpe yg buatkan kelopak mata tdk mampu tertutp:

" Lima kali

lima kali aku lahir

lima kali aku lelaki

lima kali aku melihat

lima kali aku katakan

kali kelima itu

kali kelima aku mati

kali kelima aku lelaki

kali kelima mereka melihat

kali kelima kamu mendengar

aku ingin

lima kali lagi cintakan kamu.."

http://amilds2.blogspot.com/

what would you say if you knewi miss those days,when we both together,walking along the line,together waiting for us jobs done and shifting shifts, of courselunch and dinner together,had a coffee or tea in the late evening,or icecreams or puffs or chocolates,fooling around like crass,send you back to your crib;well i have a crush on you,but i swore to my self not to hurt mine again as he made the same to you;but still your heart has duo-faces - cold yet sensitives,your grin smiles soften my hardness - with teeth shining as white as pearl as white burning stars,wavy hair and your fucking guts,your warm and tender skins,everytime you touch my heart;everytime you had problems or mad,you make those wrinkling forehead,babbling and irritating me,how could i forget when we passed around those paintings and gallery,those buskers and artists and books and sketches and all the talks,or when you scared to death or when your eccentricity of sudden silent;but it was those days,and right now i look into your eyes - from my bedroom windows,feels like millions miles through the airwaves and boredoms;you smile and excitedly jumping and running like always - joyously,along with Balinese pelog tunes as i sigh and smile back to you a thousand years wide;this burning heart desires you forever,but what would you say if told you so,that i'm in depth fallen into your inner smile as i dive into the deepest bluest ever gojira ocean full of whales and dolphines accompany me and waving at me and warmly welcoming me; awaiting for you to answer my screaming-hearted, gigantic plant of love and tenderness. all i wanted to say long ago wasi miss you, already;if you could hear me, if you could feel this blue-hearted of mine, i wonder.finally, all hell freezes over and heavens break loose,i squirt out a piece of my heart just for you, wherever you are, whatever you do, whenever you read this.

http://www.muntahkahak.blogspot.com/

ini bkn nya karya2 aku. aku hanya mempamerkan kekreativan mrk yg telah dikurniakan. tahniah anda.hebatkan? smbil tangan degil untuk menulis dan telinga setia mendengar "quando2 di audio".