mr.ryte.mr.future

herm. n now at 5 am somthng. i just cant sleep. dunno wat happen act. maybe after i tell my cerita sedih to sum1 just now, make me feel uncomfortable nk tido. apekah ini? shit! hmm..tgk2 blog2 org laen, dgr ape mrk kate dan ape pandangan merk. gosh! ayat ku bknnye unt dijual. dan my feelings also not for sale keyh? kdg2 rs dh lupekan die, bt i noe, i was lying to myself. n sumtimes dat feeling mengaburi my heart. nvr in a true world. maybe its just angan2. n yes rifa, i need sum1 unt lupekan die. bt, i'm not strong enough taw. rifa, ko taw kan i'm always complaint itu, ini bout my relationship matter, bt mmg betul. it was so pathetic. :(
even now dah lame single bt y i still hv dat kind of feeling? feeling to be loved, to be owned, n maybe to be respect by sum1 dat i can called love. i just need sum1 to talk to, need sum1 to gv all out my thinkings, all my kutuk2, n maybe some my crazy ideas. n when i found sum1 dat really2 make me suit wit, he hv sum1 else. maybe i was too late, or maybe i was not good enough to be his girl. yeah ryte. he deserve sum1 better. btw rifa, i really miss u. mau borak2 bodo ngn ko. seyes. hmmm..i hope la someday, i can found my mr.right @ my mr.future dat can make me feel da sunshine again without hating myself bcz of cannot hate sum1 dat really2 make my heart into pieces.seyes. nak sgt jumpe.hmm.. then, tgh buat flash yg ttbe i've lost my idea, ahahha. seyes aku maen blasah je flash neh! hehehhe. btw, hati itu mmg lembut. sgt lembut unt aku. errrrrrrrrrr.....[in blank]..to be continued.......




sofea.