in vain. swear to god, i cant handle it.

dear god,
mmg ssh nye hari neh!
rs nak mati pun ader. wit all da pressure along da fucking damnn day!
its too heavy to hold on.
its too burden!
kalo la cikgu leh bace neh,
sy mmg tak leh get through ngn ape yg ckgu ajar.
u so pushing people. u never guide me. only u noe, dat yelling2 like u was teach a deaf ppl.
sy boleh catch up, but then its slowly nak came out.
yg u tau, keep on pushing2 n keep me under the pressure.
u noe wat, da whole clas was toooooooooo scared to u, n believe me, they nvr enjoy their days in ur clas.
exp, da ppl like me.
plzz la...ur good in teaching, bt ur poor in sense of humor. plus in communication skill.
too poor.