air asam jawa sgt sedap.

laalalaaala. huh. gile menyampah isi brg upu neh. kod byk yg takde. aduihhhh. btw, nk amek course pendidikan la. then nk isi pun cm sial sket. nnt ar! hurm...smlm pegi karaoke. hehehe. byk ye lagu2 yg telah dinyanyikan oleh miss anis neh. list nye:

1. sepi sekuntum mawar
2. perpisahan
3. ramalanku benar belaka
4. when ur believe
5. debunga cinta
6. tenda biru
7. i luv u.

ape ntah lagi. neh je yg aku ingt. hehehehe. amat melalak okeh! then, after abes mjd penyanyi, g tgk midnite. bedtime stori.hehehe. best la gak. btw, spjgn dat movie, sumpah cm tahan nantuk. ye arr, maybe penat kot. bkn salah dat movie taw! huhuhu. rating leh kasi is 3 kot.heheheh. btw, neh sume kt alamanda taw. yeyeyeeyey. thumbs up unt alamanda,putrajaya. huhuhu.:D then. lepas anta k.elin balik, kiotrg ngn muke2 cm tido g mkn kfc kt sri kembangan.hahahaha. kol 2 beb! sumpah nantok. lps dpt ayam, terus segar! pemakanan tidak sehat dlm pengharian diet. ampun2!!! terpakse la. lapa sgt. tyme tuh around2 kol 2. leh maafkan wahai diet ku? hehehehe:D k la, esk balik. ktn, bosannye tgk ko.!!

p/s: anis, nape ko nyanyi lagu2 sedih neh?? confius2!!!

sungguh tidak sangka.

weee. ahhhh. byk nye bunyi yg mengDatang. tidak percaya ramai pioneers2 ku adlah penulis setia. si askar satria pd tundukan blogger. hahahaha. jom2.:D

bring me a date up up on the tree?

you are always on my mind :(

penat.lelah

penat melihat. kini hanya mahu menonton.

penat saket.kini hanya mahu tenang

penat bercakap.kini hanya mahu diam

penat makan.kini hanya mahu menelan

penat mendengar.kini hanya mahu pekak

penat berbohong.kini hanya mahu benar

penat berlari.kini hanya mahu duduk

penat menjadi org laen,kini hanya mahu sendiri

penat menulis,kini hanya mahu menyanyi

penat berfikir,kini hanya kosong

penat mengharap, kini hanya mahu berdoa

penat menunggu, kini hanya mahu menjadi tuli

• DAN penat menyayangi, kini hanya MAHU membenci.

terkedip2 mata berair memandang seni luahan.

oh god! sumpah aku tabik spring kpd2 umat2 yg telah dikurniakan otak yg bernas, idea yg mujarab,tangan yg halus penselnye,dan kata2 yg seribu satu definasinya. tahniah. mungkin aku masih mentah unt memahami itu sume, namun aku punya kotak hati yg mampu tersentuh walaupun seinci. tahniah kalian. di sini aku aku postkan bbrpe yg buatkan kelopak mata tdk mampu tertutp:

" Lima kali

lima kali aku lahir

lima kali aku lelaki

lima kali aku melihat

lima kali aku katakan

kali kelima itu

kali kelima aku mati

kali kelima aku lelaki

kali kelima mereka melihat

kali kelima kamu mendengar

aku ingin

lima kali lagi cintakan kamu.."

http://amilds2.blogspot.com/

what would you say if you knewi miss those days,when we both together,walking along the line,together waiting for us jobs done and shifting shifts, of courselunch and dinner together,had a coffee or tea in the late evening,or icecreams or puffs or chocolates,fooling around like crass,send you back to your crib;well i have a crush on you,but i swore to my self not to hurt mine again as he made the same to you;but still your heart has duo-faces - cold yet sensitives,your grin smiles soften my hardness - with teeth shining as white as pearl as white burning stars,wavy hair and your fucking guts,your warm and tender skins,everytime you touch my heart;everytime you had problems or mad,you make those wrinkling forehead,babbling and irritating me,how could i forget when we passed around those paintings and gallery,those buskers and artists and books and sketches and all the talks,or when you scared to death or when your eccentricity of sudden silent;but it was those days,and right now i look into your eyes - from my bedroom windows,feels like millions miles through the airwaves and boredoms;you smile and excitedly jumping and running like always - joyously,along with Balinese pelog tunes as i sigh and smile back to you a thousand years wide;this burning heart desires you forever,but what would you say if told you so,that i'm in depth fallen into your inner smile as i dive into the deepest bluest ever gojira ocean full of whales and dolphines accompany me and waving at me and warmly welcoming me; awaiting for you to answer my screaming-hearted, gigantic plant of love and tenderness. all i wanted to say long ago wasi miss you, already;if you could hear me, if you could feel this blue-hearted of mine, i wonder.finally, all hell freezes over and heavens break loose,i squirt out a piece of my heart just for you, wherever you are, whatever you do, whenever you read this.

http://www.muntahkahak.blogspot.com/

ini bkn nya karya2 aku. aku hanya mempamerkan kekreativan mrk yg telah dikurniakan. tahniah anda.hebatkan? smbil tangan degil untuk menulis dan telinga setia mendengar "quando2 di audio".

jimmy eat world [23]

I felt for sure last night

That once we said goodbye

No one else will know these lonely dreams

No one else will know that part of me I'm still driving away

And I'm sorry every day I won't always love these selfish things

I won't always live not stopping It was my turn to decide

I knew this was our time

No one else will have me like you do

No one else will have me, only you

You'll sit alone forever If you wait for the right time What are you hoping for?

I'm here I'm now I'm ready

Holding on tight Don't give away the end

The one thing that stays mine

Amazing still it seems

I'll be 23 I won't always love what

I'll never have I won't always live in my regrets

You'll sit alone forever

Coheed and Cambria

I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again.

I wish that I could stay. "But," you argue.

More than this, I wish you could've seen my face

In backseats staring out of the window.

I'll do anything for you,Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact'Cause I will be coming back.

In a phrase to cut these lips,I love you.

The morning will comeIn the press of every kiss

With your head upon my chest

Where I will annoy you

With every waking breath

Until you decide to wake up.I've earned through hope and faith

On the curves around your face

That I'm the one you'll hold forever.

If morning never comes for either one of us,

Then this I pray to you wherever.I'll do anything for you.

This story is for you.('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you.)

I'll do anything for you,Kill anyone for you.

So leave yourself intact'Cause I will be coming back.In a phrase to cut these lips,I love you.

The morning will comeIn the press of every kiss

With your head upon my chest

Where I will annoy you

With every waking breath

Until you decide to wake up...

Simpla Plan [save u]

Take a breath I pull myself together

Just another step until I reach the door

You’ll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you

I wish that I could tell you something and take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I won’t give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know

When I hear your voice It's drowning into whispers You're just skin and bones

There’s nothing left to take No matter what I do I can’t make you feel better

If only I could find the answer To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you And there’s so many things that I want you to know

I wont give up till it’s over If it takes you forever I want you to know

That if you fall, stumble down I’ll pick you up off the ground If you lose faith in you

I’ll give you strength to pull through Tell me you won't give up cause I’ll be waiting if you fall

it`s drowning in the whispers.

Last night. Through my mind's morning haze I can somewhat remember wat r going to happen on me in future. ntah la. its sumtng too general to talk about. theres bunch of points that hv to elaborate to. bt, lantak la. bile dgr2 lovesong, sumtimes make me sick. dats somethng like drowning in whispers. maybe i need "gud luck charmed" in dis "l" stori.hahah. mengarut. tak tahu nape after dat big case, its all turn down like hell. cm ader sumtng aku buat yg buatkan he said.."g mampos!". tak tahu la. its too confusing. maybe wat i need is explaination, bt who cares? i'm nothing. maybe theres a scar in my within, bt who cares, n who r going to noe it, n maybe no one will noe it. romeo, i hv MAJOR crush on u. "The stars are blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun..When you read my mind".seyesly, i dun expecting more, bt at least just a simple hye can make my day bright as usual. keeping sum1 in our heart is easy, but to be in the sum1's heart are difficult. n dats "easy" makes ppl crying. its human nature. sumtimes we're up, sumtimes we're down. n itulah kite kene bersyukur for wat he hv n try to appreciate it. mcm family, ur loves one, ur teachers, ur friends, ur pet, ur plants, n all surround u b4 they leave u. n maybe now i just dying to hv his glance. i'm dying ppl. n sumtimes i pray him even more than me. ntah la. biarlah. hurm.

aku jd cmneh sbb sumtimes terlupa kt Dia kot.. in my family, pendidikan agame tak leh sestrong mane bt at least i'm thankful, at least tak lg hanyut wit all da guider n supportive family. thanks n ily yea?! aku just nk tenang, jadi umat yg bersyukur ats ape je kurniaNya, n sumtimes malu unt aku cerminkan muka kerana byknye dosa2 yg mungkin tlh menggelapkan dunia aku without i realize. n there's list dat sumtimes i hv to focus on. "Ya Allah, aku sgt2 perlukanMu dlm keadaan aku skrg. Bagi aku jalan unt aku teruskan track hidup aku ini. aku hanya mampu menghela nafas yg ko berikan dgn nada syukur ats ape yg ko kurniakan. berikan aku petunjuk dan insan yg mampu berikan senyuman pd ku stp pagi. n mampu mengucapkan selamat mlm dgn ikhlas akan menyayangiku stp pagi dan stp mase yg Kau sediakan dan mengiringku ke jalan MU..amin." what should i do? hanya berdoa kan? n from now, i just wanna focus on my destine. yerp. dats more important. n now, i just played some songs over n over. n dats songs really2 menggmbrkan wat i feel now n wat i'm thinking. here i gv u da lyrics.

love,

sofea~

stuck in my silvermind. pump it out please?

roti canai mkn tak sdp!anis, lempang kang. ko blasah 2 maseh lg ckp tak sedap??! pangg! amek ko anis.sumpah happy lps chat ngn syaza. rindu ko gile babi syaza.hurmm..btw, aku mintak maaf taw.sumpah aku mintak ampun. taw salah aku. :(
10 THINGS aku nk wat skrg:
1.nk g mandi kolam.(arifa, tlgla tunaikan permintaan aku neh)
2.nk study non-stop.(cm gile je aku dgr)
3.nk album cute is wat we aim 4 (gile best doh)
4.nk balik kl (tlg la kasi ticket)
5.nk g egypt. jumpe bintang sy.
6.nk lempang kambing. (tolong laaaa...)
7.jumpe dentist..hehehehh
8.nk tido. (anis, ko taw dh kol baper??kol 5 PAGI ko taw)
9.nk wat movie marathon..
10.nk lempang laju2 org tuh.hahahaha:D gile kejam!

hmmmm..dats it anis. no more ngengade2 menulis ye.btw, skrg neh cm around2 musim mengawan.so, ramai la yg telah berpacaran ye?! to u guys, welcome to ur new status. to rifa n ain, "jom kite berusaha lagi ye" hahhahaha. the end.

Send my soul to strangers n make them happy

Hahah. Ape punye tajuk la. Btw, I was looking 4 a better title but boom. Got dis stupid phase.hahahaha. lantak ko la labi. Lame plak tak dgr org pggl labi. Kan labu??.:D
Hahaha..hurm..afta pegi dat program, aku cm nk g travel mane2. I mean to go to some place dat aku tak penah pegi. Then ttbe wani (room8 k.yus) was invited me ikut die balik terengganu. Hahaha. Cm best. N dgn tanpe segan dan silu nye, terus YES!. Hahaha. Seyes bosan kt matrix. Basicly, pegi sane sbb nk attend a weeding of her cousin. Hahaha. Cm best pegi wedding di kg. maybe dis is da 1st tyme since I was in kl 10 years ago. N da 1st weeding kot. Yalah, bknnye ramai sibs kot kt kl. N seyesly, I dunno where they r. lantak la. Then., kt sane cm jd gadis2 kasi bunge telo. Hahaha. Cm best. Mkn lauk pengantin. Bile tgk pengantin, I was thinking, cmneh ke nnt bile kawen? N sape la lelaki dat will be my mr.ryte neh?? Takut nye. Ye la, konon2 nye org rumah la kan. Then , tlg2 dorg. Da big pengalaman was kene cuci pingan n gelas2. hahaah. Gile byk. Trs tukar baju n trs g basah2 basuh pinggan2. hahahaha. Kesian2. tapi, takpe la. Cm best act. amek2 picture la. Sure ibu tak caye kan her lazy girl neh basuh pnggan??hahaha. believe it. Heheheh. Hurm..then, as pay back, dorg bwk kitorg g pantai ape ntah. Ooops, lupe nk ckp. Dat place cal dungun.haa. pantai dungun la kot. Mkn keropok lekor, mkn ape ntah lagi. Sort of balls, ape tah.ikan la, ketam la. N thumbs up for dat food. SKE GILE! Hahahaha. Ye la. Maybe ske sbb free, bt da main reason is sgt sedap. Hehehe. Ngn surrounding tepi pantai, romantic nye….hurmmmm.. then k.ngah ngn husband die bwk g pantai. N 1st tyme tgk uitm dungun tmpt danial study. Br la tahu cmne kt sane maxis takde line. Thank god I’ve already change to celcom. I curang wit maxis ok? But maxis la. Sombong sgt. Hahah. Asyik2 takde line kt pntai timur neh. Now I noe cmne sshnye danial nk call dulu. Sory awk. Hurm..memandgkan skrg is musim tengkujuh aka winter in Malaysia, so, ombak sgt kuat n tinggi. Seyes takut. Dats y tak de org mandi pun. Just looking around n lepak2 je.
Then suddently ternmpak picture yg sgt cantek. Cpt2 amek. Haaa..some ppl said leh jd gmbr postcard.hahahah. k.ngah n abg.ngah ws lovely couple yerp? Ye la. Msg2 cm childish nye behaviour make sometimes semua org gelak. Hope dorg will last forever. Hurm amin. N here I letak dat pic keyh? Hehehe. Sile2 komen.hehehe. then, lepas hvng a good tyme kt terengganu, balik ktn balik. Hurm.. tuh je la. Penattnyee.. so, pen off.

gmbar yg tersngkut.

derma darah.sumpah buat aku pening nk mampos.anis2. seharian aku terseksa lps kasi haemoglobin aku neh.heheheh:D sumpah rs cm berbakti. mari2 kite berbakti.
















ini bkn scandL atau pun ape2 yg berkaitan ye. pejal. rindu ko la. :D

matrikulasi bersama masyarakat

Hurm. Afta exam, I was selected unt pegi dis kind of program cam jd ank angkat ngn villagers kt chini. Basicly, chini hv many part n our program was held kt chini timur. Hahaha. At 1st I was too excited nk pegi. Ye la. Takde kg, slalu kt kl je. Then tyme neh la rs cmne kt kg. hahaha. Sumpah best. My family told me dat mandi perigi la, byk nyamuk la, panas la, hitam la n totally semua nye nk menyakat me. Ahhhh. Lupekan je. Semua tuh kene laluila in ur life. Takkn nk senang je. Dis opportunityla keen grab btl2.
Then kt sane dpt la family angkat, adek bradek angkat..cm best. My sibs angkat was zureen(matrix perils), anis(matrix kuala nerang) n liza (matrix melaka). Hahah. Pelbagai keyh? Stay kt sane from 1-6hb. Sumpah lame. Byk la gak activity2..hurm. n da best part was dpt ramai sahabat2 pena di sana. Rindu ko la pejal.hahah. I mean from others matrix.jumpe balik kwn2 lame, then kwn2 baru.hahaha. sumpah best.kitorg kene jd faci unt bdk2 skolah kt sna. ( sumpah berlakon baek keyh) ntah la. Cm not deserve je nk kasi nasihat kt bdk2 sane. Ye la. Instead giving my advise to others, better cermin diri kan??hahah. btl2(versi upin n ipin).hahaha. then, kene buat kerja2 amal. My group kene cat2 tadika. Cam best gak. Hahaha. Then melawat2 kilang klapa sawit. Its smell still teringat2. gile busuk.hahha.
Kan k.yus??hurmm..pengalaman itu sgt indah kan? Ader one nyte tuh, was raining like hell. Then, sejuk like gell. Hahah. Cm nk runtuh je rumah tuh. Its half papan. Bumbung je act. Then, tgh mlm I was woke up sbb sedar that my bantal dh basah. Its not I kencing mlm. But its from above. Sedih je tgk. Cmne dis family tido kan? N maybe cmne da rest nye family.. like rumah yg 100% papan tuh. I was thinking, kesian gile. Kite yg kt kl kalo hujan lg tarik selimut bt some ppl out there was afraid in da dark n sedang ssh. Bile kene sendiri, br tahudats make me insaf sket..frankly, semua makcik2 n pakcik2 kt sane sumpah best n sporting gile. Bile pegi pasar mlm, dpt free la. Cm dismbt gile2. hurm. K.fida (aka our akak angkat) bwk kiotg g tasik chini. Ok la. Tak best mane cz hujan kan dat tyme. So, tgk2 air je la. Kan syafiq? Oops. Lupe nk gtw. Anis derma darah okeyh? Hahaha.i hv prove here. Hahahaha. Mule2 takut, sbb tgk byk gile pain yg ade. Then check2, ok lak. So, derma je la. My 1st tyme tuh.cm ok la. Hahaha. N rahsie taw. Saket act. But buat muke macho je.anis tak nanges kan??hahaha. . Ye la. Adoii2.tgk pekerja2 kt dat factory tuh..kalau la ader oompa-loompa dlm Charlie n chocolate factory tuh., tak payah org ssh2 keje. So, conclusion= pengalaman ini indah!!!hahahha. imagination sgt tinggi okeyh?hurm..so, I include some of pictures2. k la. Nk smbg next chapter.

A black sheep which called the blabbermouth.

Damn it. Now, turns to be red. Hahaha. Sumpah cm marah. Memang n memang. N for 1st tyme, I dun give damn kalo sape2 n sesiape yg terkena nk bace dis post. Mmg tak tahan okeyh. Hurm..at first, if we’re hv a serious relationship, surely we’re trying to jage dat bond to keep constant time by time. Tak flirty ngn sesape2, I maen not sesuke hati unt ckp kt org dat I’m single even ader long distance relationship. Hurm.. bile jumpe sesuatu yg baru, maybe yg dekat, n maybe yg type kite, then simply lupekan sum1 yg penah syg kite. It’s a lumrah umat. Always forgot sumthng past if get somthng better. Asyik2 tidak puas n lupe unt bersyukur. Mmg I kenal dis kind of person. Mmg kesian for dat guy but itulah die. Mmg tak kesah lagsung unt die ckp psl her mr.ryte, but every1 still hv da limit kan unt somthng?? I mean mmg meluat okeyh! Not only me. But us. She is sort of kene culture shock. Kononnye die la sorg ader bf yg paling hebat di alam semesta. N plus on, she hv the clique. All of them hv da terrible B.O ( the kind of makes want to gag). Hurm everytime asyik2 citer psl her bf. N always make somthng unt get attention.like amek 6 piils panadol just bcz bf die tak layan la, n buat2 cerita kate tak mkn la, n kalo jatuh smpai lebam, taknk ltk ubt just bcz nk tunjuk kt her bf la. Wat da f**k!! I swear to god her bf didn’t realize anything, but kiotg neh. Sgt seksa okeyh! Ntah la. She become too addicted to her bf. Seyes. Like 1st tyme dpt yg handsome kot.n maybe she doesn’t hv self-image issue, she just think dat her boyfriend is better than any1 else n dats bringing us feel uncomfortable. We’re not jealousy or wat, but its all mixed up even a single thing make us become really irritated. She expects all of us can absorb her “fairytale” story like a sponge.please. She was so into it. N dh lame semua org simpan bile fikir we’re not like to gaduh2 sane2 sini. Cukuplah tahan je kot. Of course we all noe dat die syg, but da way she express her feeling tuh, maybe too much we’re think. I’m not saying dat only me hv dat kind of feeling, but WE. Mmg tak ske. Adoii. Semua org syg kot bf msg2, but tak smpai admire bf sendiri. Everytime talk about him.i dun understand n get her point when everytime she talk bout him. For me in friendship hv to give n take. N we’re think dat only u r taking. Ntah la. Everytime, each time. N seriously, we all miss a innocent girl from country side like b4. n all da memories dat we’re shared together b4 she become like “sum1 else”. Hurm. Then, maybe after pretend like nothng happen, she cross the line. Make sum1 burst with doing think dat really make dat person pist off. Outing with her girls tak gtw ape2. lantak la dat stori. Pjg sgt. then, dat person, sent her several msg ( maybe too harsh) that maybe hurt her. Maybe all dat msg was written tyme sgt2 panas like lava. N maybe dat person poor in anger management. But ‘re everything was mixed up. Hurm. Btw, b4 gado, we’re sharing “a secret” dat mmg semua tak ptt tahu. Bout a couple yg cross line n nmpak bodo. Hurm. sape nk tahu ctr ape, tanye me sendiri okeyh?? n die dh promise n swear dh takkn gtw sape2, but then, dat nyte I was told that tuan punye bdn dh tahu n her bf nk jumpe me bout dat gossip. I was NOT making story okeyh? its from her own room8. dat girl mmg a BLABBERMOUTH. Telling her “this is just between us” is like giving her permission to spread dat secrets like wildfire. She just cant keep her mouth shut!. N plus she also telling evry1 dat I hv a case b4. I admit. Mmg ader pukul org b4, but plzz ask me, wat for I pukul die? Wat do u expects if sum1 mencuri all ur stuff about dah bertahun2 n ramai2 complaint bout dat. Tak tahan dgr kan? Lebih2 lg ur one of da high com. Then , cm semua org tahu la my black history tuh. She is just a emotional blackmailer. Lantak ko la. Aslkan itu semua tak btl, I dun gv damn!.ntah la. N maybe die ader ckp somthng bout me kt “die”. N till now he become so differently wit me. Cm ader somthng after dat case.if u bace ape yg I tulis neh, plzz gtw I ape yg jadi act. maybe I tak cantek like ape u nak, or ape u idam2 kan maybe like bidadari or wat, but trust me, I was looking a “fairygodmother” unt jadikan I ape yg u ske. N I just hv my sincere heart dat really2 crushng on u. but its not important anymore.i’m not expected anything, but plzz. Dun treat me like dis. Evn a simple hye message also already make me feel like u still save my number.biarlahhhhh anis sofea. A big fullstop for him.Maybe wat goes around comes around. Just need time. Really make me upset. But biarlah. Maybe “die” bknnye unt aku. But itu hanya lah ayat menyedapkan hati. Hahahah. Can avoid it. cm nk linger je ngn old times. Biarlah. Errrrrrr… so, dat nyte buat a small meeting dat involve all of us.n we all semua letting go ape yg tak puas hati. Hurm. at 1st, she cm ego gile. Too arrogant. N plus die mmg nk menangkan die. Lantak la. Mmg fikir die neh cm backstabber la.mcm2 la. Then, after a time, dah discuss2,cm nmpak da end of da road of dis probs. Hurmmmm.. maybe girl, forgive is not forget. To forget is to letting go.so, I just letting go la. Like “ape nk jadi, is jadilah”.n one more thngy, for him. I just pray 4 u dat ur happy 4 wat ur doing now n wat r ur going to do. N dat make me feel like letting my smile flew away dat simple.
Blessings,
sofea.

ink dat will destine my future

so, 2nd citer plak. afta bergumbira 4 raye, then its time plak unt war. try nk upload pic but failed je. so malas!nnt2 la kite letak keyh?hurmm..pspm=perang!! hahahah. sumpah poyo. ye la. i was not a smart kid dat cm relax je unt exam. hahaha. memng sengal la ko annees! hahahaha. cm around dat study week cm kind of struggle gak. cm ader gak tyme kt library, meja study..cubic. mcm2 la. then everynite keep on stay up la till i notice i've dark circles under my eyes n its looks dull.n i think sbb lacks of sleep, tgk lelebeh movies.hahahah(which one ko neh anis)??then mcm2 la pakai gel. Hahahah.. hurm..n seriously i dun put a high hope wat i'm going to get for da result. cz i noe, my effort tak cukup. last minute nye study is not good for health keyh?.maths=mati! Bio=nyesal tak bc..chem=frust. So, tak nmpak any good sign kt sini. Hahah. understood anis?? plzz take dis as pengajaran! hurm..then alhamdulillah, i still lg stay sini. hahahaha. ala, tak fikir pun nk jd ape2 yg gempak, cukup la nk dpt degree. n guess wat, i want to be a lecturer. hhahaah:D mmg gelak besar unt ko anis. but lantak la. cm best jd cikgu. cuti byk, gaji pun orite gak. so, buat pe nk ssh2??hahahah. just happy being me. but tipu la if i said dat not worry bout my future. frankly, study kt matrix mmg tak jamin ur future. unless ur really struggle on dat. mmg leh pegi jauh. but kalo biase2 je, course lelong la. hurm..then i've got **** pointer for pspm. hurm..its sign unt struggle lg for pspm 2. n my aim is getting 4flat for dis pspm 2. jijah penah ckp, "dun b afraid to do once thought impossible even if others dun think u can succeed". betul kan??

the ultimate homecoming queen.

hey there. sory 4 a long silent.quite buzy lor. wit all da exams la. ape la. adoi. so, thats it anis. dun bebel too long. nnt u lupe ape nk ckp.(menguap jap). n now i hv to paying da debt to my bff neh. hahaha. byk gile nk citer. hurmm..now i hv to squeeze my juices of ideas n memories unt include dlm my write neh. ok. 1st, ari tuh, my college ader buat jamuan hari raye la.each clas kene decorate their khemah la.bwk kueh2 la.n plus kene pakai bj raye.every1 looks glowing gile dat tyme. hahaha. very sunny day act. i think i dun need to tell everythngs wat happn in dat event.bosan! da most important was..hahahaah. sumpah segan. i've took pic wit him. hahahah. thanks to ain n yu keyh?! sumpah menolong. then, segan2 la.hahaha. shy2 la. i just glance je kt die. lantak la.it feels like i was engulfed in cloud 9. i was smitten! heheheheh. ala, its just crushing. no need to explain bout dat. its human nature kan?? hv crushing n all dat. anis, ko mmg tak malu ctr psl ur crushing! but who cares?! my blog ryte. ala, die takkn bace pun. its just normal feeling. guess wat, i was fall in love wit my history teacher tyme i was form 3.hahaha. n sumpah xmalu, his wife plak was my mathematics teacher. hahahah. dats feeling buatkan me unt eager lagi 4 study history. thats my "secret recipe" when getting an A's for da whole year smpai la spm. mmg ever1 ckp history itu bosan. "anis, cmne la ko leh ske sejeq??" hahahaha. was a popular quest unt me. i jwb.."sbb cikgu rid".haha. kan pioneer??hahahahah.so dat he will notice me in his class.ahhahaah. ala, lame2 dats feeling hilang je la. cm tuh la me now.hahahaha:D only for now je. just need sum1 dat can bringing out my smile from morning to nyte.hahah. dats him! tak kesah die tahu ke tak, or he sedar or not, or even worstly, die layan ke tak, but just ternmpak die pun dh ckp. kan paah n ain? hehehehe:D n exactly, he was my jimmy choo n my ticket to paris n rom. hahaha:D. cm kenal je dat phrase? k la, smbg 4 da next story. oopsss..lupe plak. dat pic kt ats neh was taken by sape ntah. i dun now y i looks cm cantek sket in dat pic. hahaha. ssp n stf.huahuahua:D