31 August.

happy birthday malaysia.

selamat hari jadi ke-51..i'm proud to be malaysian baby.

huhuhu:D

btw, brape kali mau tulis blog neh. bt slalu dikaco ngn bdk2 kt ym aku tuh.huhuu. tak layan kate sombong plak. bengong!

td tgk fs aini..smlm pioneers ader buat cm jumpe2 kt mid. bt sumer bdk2 skema kt skolah dulu. hehehe.

semua pakat nk fly..sorg g aussie la, us la, uk la, mesir la, hhuhu..

aku??fly pegi kuantan.huhuhu. gile jeles.

tgh dgr lagu "i still" dr bsb. waaa...cm very touching dis song. huhu:D

ye. amat jeles bile kwn2 ku nk fly. amat2!

huhuu.

takpe2 blog. one day, aku lak. huhu

hope2 so.

insyaallah.

teori mu lucu.

"Teori Lucu"

Dunia hari ini
Semua mengaku seni
Lebih baik jadi diri sendiri
Negara hari ini
Kurang lelaki kualiti
Jangan salahkan skeptikal mentaliti
Kau apa kurangnya?
Hip tapi sempit
Siapa kata lelaki dan perempuan
Tak bisa menjadi kawan karib?Lucu!

Ada apa dengan Valentine?
Bila ku ada teman-teman
Cita-cita
Masa depan
Kau mungkin fikir ku "in denial"
Atau ku suka yang sejenis
Oh, tak mungkin
Hak ku memilih
Jadi aku solo
Tak bermakna bolos
Memang ku sendiri
Tak bermaksud aku mahu kau punya kekasihLucu!

Aku selesa menjadi aku
Dan engkau bukannya aku
Aku tak perlu teori lucumu
Cuma buat sakit perut

© wani ardy, 2008

askar by wani ardy.

"Askar (Raw)"

Jantungku kekeringan alasan untuk berdegup
Dan jiwaku terkorban di medan perjuangan, penantian, impian
Harapan itu senjata yang paling merbahaya buat sekalian umat manusia
Seperti jarum beracun yang membunuh senyap
Seperti segudang dadah yang merosak
Sembunyi darah ini di balik seribu perisai besi
Apa yang dipandang tinggi bila jarum yang mengakhiri

Aku mayat askar yang berpura-pura seolah ia berjalan tegap
Tak ku benar jasad rompongnya berehat satu saat pun
Untuk mengingatkan bahawa ia telah mati
Tolong jangan diujar lagi, aku tak mahu mati berkali
Esok aku kan tiba di lapangan terbang dan menghilang
Harapan itu senjata yang paling merbahaya buat sekalian umat manusia
Seperti jarum beracun yang membunuh senyap
Seperti segudang dadah yang merosak
Sembunyi luka ini di balik seribu perisai besi
Apa yang hendak dipuji bila jarum yang mengakhiri
Aku mayat askar yang berpura-pura seolah ia bernafas lancar
Tak ku benar jasad rompongnya berehat satu saat pun
Untuk mengingatkan bahawa ia telah mati

admin.

home again.
btw guys..selamat berpuasa.
huhu:D

ye. sy minta maaf.

dear god...

apapun yg terjadi,
berjalan la tanpa henti,
air mata tertahan,
waktu unt dijatuhkan,
nanti kita kan tahu,
bertapa bijak nya hidup,
sepahit pun apa pun ini.
semoga kepergianmu,
takkan mengubah apapun
semoga mampu ku lawan
kesepianku.

unt bintang sy.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again, oh no

Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed'
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh no

Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste awayI found you, something told me to stayI gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around, When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to youI left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tiredI'm missing you again oh no


sincerely syaza, aku rindu gle kt ko. just aku tak taw nape aku jd cmtuh.seriusly.aku tak taw. n aku mintak maaf gle2 kt ko.n even ko tak dpt accpet, but just aku amat2 happy tyme kwn ngn ko b4.seriusly.hrmmm..bintang...

melawan kesepian.ahh~

aha. dis words ini amat2 btl. tu la. hmm..smlm ayah long n isa dtg umh. dorg otw nk g tgk abg.yie kt klang.singgah skjp. n kebetulan mak msk nasi tomato. act, at 1st tak taw pun dorg nk dtg dr kltn, but nih namenye langkah kanan kot.hahaha.
then ptg tuh azri dtg. n bwk me n nadia g tgk movie.diorg tgk zohan n me n k.june tgk death race. it was a great movie. kene tgk. basicly dis movie u all tgk cm maen bumper car. but da worst is kene mati.hahaha.:D
gle.heheheeh..n now i'm listening to "cinta ini membunuhku"..shit la lagu love2 songs neh. n another on eis by ct.."melawan kesepian"..ahahaah..gle jiwang.but aku admit. kdg2 aku mmg dgr all dis songs. n mule la berangan ke..hahaha..maybe bermimpi d siang hari. ye laa.jgn kate korg tak penah cm aku?hahaha..adoi2. blog, ngn ko je la aku nk ctr ape2 pun.cm ko je la best friend aku. thanks blog.hahaah.

right through me.

yeah. its not easy to make things goes right. maybe after all the struggle i thought, was in vain.n dats moments really make me piss off.haha. its too complicated.after all,i thought i'm gonna be okay with dis stupid fairytale love story, but i was wrong. i'm must be sleeping. n no one shake me to make me up.maybe i was too afraid of waking n see all da lies n pretending in front of me. i was too afraid to face the truth dat i'm not for him.my heart melted becz of u n i put all my belief on him.it must have been good. but it was over now.only da pain mark as scars.he screw up everythng. just like dat.as simple as abc.life like dis.up n down.depend on us how to control it.when i think our previous tyme, it was awesome but its over now. but y ur still find me n pretend nothings happen? hmmm.i believe now dat time of my life will come soon n now i;m still searching for dat magic rainbow dat will make me gave into love and see all da bitterness burn, feel my world start to turn,can hold back thngs dat i was vanished b4, n :) again. thankful, its started to begin. i hv my new haircut, my new fashion, n my new thinking.i'm become better than yesterday. thankgod! n in love chapter, i believe i deserve sum1 more2 better. yeah. new anis.new life.

heh:D

unt ko!

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared
It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care

And now we're standing in the rain
But nothings ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh I'm not coming back
Your taking seven steps here

The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain
Your games
You're insecure
You love me you like her
You made me laugh, you made me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends they're jerks when you act like them
Just know it hurts
I want to be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair
Your eyes
Your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hands in mine when we're intertwined
Everything's alright
I want to be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do, oh
Oohhhh oooooooooohhh...

sucks abes!

wahhh.
afta bc rifa nye general di ms. got strengh nak tulis neh. gle ar ko rifa.ko amat berani syg!.kagum.hehehe.btw.luahannye:
wahhhhhhhhhh.nape blum ade mr.future?semua tgh sebuk type msg2 kepade boyfren aku hanye la dgr lagu2 bodo. yg kdg2 amat bodo.hehehe.looks stupid la ble tulis neh. but its my blog.so, lantak ku nk ckp ape. g MAMPOS ape org nk ckp. ssh nye nk cr sorg.org laen berpuluh2 pegi dn dtg.kite?adakah disumpah?atau pun dh takdir babe??taknk la smpai ke tua.gle arrr.even aku takde love at 1st sight, tp aku cayer.bende alah tuh exist act. just maybe aku je tak dpt kot.adoi. bkn kate xde org approch, but sumtimes org tuh melebeh2.sumthng yg aku meluat abes nk tgk.adoi. mane la mr.ryte aku neh?.bknye nk perfect pun, bt at least dpt la rs dihargai, being loved,di hormati..ala. ape yg pompuan nk rs la bengong.mmm.adakah malang kepda lelaki?ouh.tdak mungkin beb.rifa,ape nk jadi ngn kite?penat lah single.just nk single n ready to mingle.amcm?gle ar!mmg dh jumpe.bt rs cm tak sesuai je.bkn memilih beb, bt tak kan nk amek je even i noe i cant love him as much he do?gle ar.bapak kesian die.put high hope then sng2 aku ckp,"dear,i nk clash".lagi kesian aku ckp cmtuh drpada aku tolak awl2.its better be frend.nape yg frend nk couple?aku kekok ar kalo mule2 kwn, then couple.gle segan!takde ke org laen i mean sum1 outha there yg mmg tak kenal aku n nk couple?shit! love phatetic girl.waaaa!gle2 n gle!

omg!

oh gosh. terkejut gle.
allan msg me bck through ym.waaaaaaaaaaaa~!
da man i used to love n dream dat he will become my beloved father b4.
da man dat i put high hope to complete my family.
da man dat i used to miss b4.
n da man dat i used to call..dad..n dis is another love story.not me.but mom.
i noe dis is my mom's love.then tyme die visit kitorg dulu, n cam die gv hope kt ktorg.enjoy vacation kt genting n pahg dulu. da 1st vacation yg rs really2 happy n its too perfect time as a family. dunnoe y. then they break. maybe takde jodoh.
then tonite, wat surprise me is he ym me just now. i noe he realize dat i'm mad towards him, but allan, act..i do really miss u. u take care ya.sape yg tak mrh kalo sum1 yg broke their mom's heart, n stay wit her middle of da nyte to calm mom.sape tak marh?but act..allan. we all miss u.seriously.i do!

hatiku.mimpiku.anganku.

hurm. btw, past few days dpt balik balik contact one of my cousin.at 1st mmg seriously tak kenal.n afta looking back n recall when i'm wit my father those days,baru kenal sape die.
huehuhu. then die call me td. hahah. guess wat.aku ckp kedah. i thought aku dh kelu nk ckp kedah, but act terror gak. hehehe. quite surprise when she cal me.

"kami pun dh lame tak pegi umh tok hang, ye ar..dh tak best dah kalo hampa takdak"

"ye, ke? aku ingtkan dh lupa kami."

"takkn nk lupa keluarga sendiri. tak elok ar"

then, die gtw..btw aku nh ramai cousins n family kt kl neh.but tak taw.herm. serious tak taw. rs cm nk jumpe je all my cousins. nk tgk diorg cmne skrg. ye ar, as aku ingt, da last tyme aku jumpe diorg maybe tyme darjah 5 dulu. gile lame.hehehe.
maybe mkn handsome sorg2. ahakz.sape yg rs my cousins, meh la contact me.

heheheh.
rifa, aku tak update lame cz aku dok umh je.holiday di rumah.pe yg best nye.:D

bengong!

heheeh.

dulu=aku bengong!

dulu=bute beb.justice is blind.

dulu lagi=weh. lagi la bodo.

skrg=hehe.dh okay.serious.ya amat!

sindarela.aku.

sindarela.

Perlukah aku menanti dirimu
Dengan dirinya mengagungkan aku
Mestikah aku pergi bersamanya
Dengan dirimu sentiasa ku puja
Pabila hadirmu mengaburi hatiku
Meniti waktu mengisi saat kisah dongengku
Lakaran bahagiamu itu menjanjikan aku
Hanya akan selalu di dalam anganku
Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela, Sindarela, Sindarela lala…
Aku, akulah Sindarela
Hatiku diriku anganku mimpiku Cerita hidupku
Akulah Sindarela lala…Sindarela…
Sanggupkah aku hilangkan mimpiku
Apa yang ku perlu antara keinginanku
Adakah aku harus memilihnya
Bila dirimu sentiasa ku puja
Aku, akulah sindarela..lalalal..

heheh.cm fairytale.but ntah. rs cm makin bersemangat!!yeahhh2!!trime kaseh kwn2!!:D

mistik?

btw, just got dis picture td.special thanks to faiz.hahah.(ko amat terror).
mood:saket tekak!
time:lps maghrib
place:home sweet home baby!
visitors: reifly di ats katil.buat hw.cayalah reifly!
huaaaa(menguap jap)..while listening to 'last kiss' by pearl jam..rs nk tulis blog plak.heheh.btw, smlm merupakan hari ya amat menakutkan. ye arr..at da morning, paksumi (which is my uncle)dpt phone call from skolah nadia.at 1st, he wasnt hv any idea wat is going on. dat warden act wanted to speak to ibu, but unfortunately, my mom br je tkar number.then, tak dpt la nk call ibu.then dapt my uncle.n u noe wat. nadia kene histeria.shit.


"cmne leh kene?"

"encek dtg amek nadia.almost 30 pupils kene rasuk"


then..ibu dpt tahu.shit. i'm sure she's faint at 1st moment she got dat news.aha!then my uncle ngn his friend(mr.robot yg terpakse cancelkan appoinment nye bersama mr.mummy at 3o'clock) unt teman die pg amek my sys. at dat tyme, i was at ioi. br afta tgk susuk. serius tak phm ctr tuh.(plzz any1 can tell me wat exactly dat pengarah nk ckp act??)..then trs balik umh. naseb baek at dat tyme tak cm usuall. sng je dpt rapid.then..my uncle trs g amek nadia.trs pegi amek her skolah.around 7 die smpai sane.he saw ramai sgt org kt surau(act i was not there, but ini ctr paste from him) heheh. then straight trs balik kl.hua. he said. cm cuak la gak. but then, afta benti solat. cm cool sket kot. then smpai kl, dgn help from k.elin, g amek air kolah kt masjid besar kt kl tuh.(tmpt harun din dh ttp). then balik umh. omg! 1st tym etgk nadia, i not she wasnt my sys. laen gle muke die.cm letih. she become speechless.tak ckp ape2. then ibu mandikan die ngn air kolah.

"saket..saket..saket kt pusat"

"mandi keyh nadia. jap lagi okay"

then die baring.then panggil ustad.makcik ma pun dtg.(makcik yg bwk van nadia dulu tyme form 1 till 3.cm anak sendiri oi). tyme tuh around 12 sumtng. then ustad n his kwn pun buat lah air tawar.n buat bg nadia cm ader semangat sket. mmg cuak abes tyme tuh. nadia nanges.n mmg kesian. hurm. then afta minum air ustad, semua dh okay.alhamdullilah.
basicly, bkn sumer percayer dis kind og thingy. but kalo u tgk ngn mate u sendiri, then u akn percaye. at 1st, mmg ssh abes nk cayer.but afta i sendiri kene tyme standarde 6 dulu. smpai sekrg cayer n i believe smpai mati. tuh la. kuasa tuhan kan?amat2 kagum!

heheh.full stop bout mistik!heheh. now bout me. i'm dh getting2 better. dh tak ingt kt die.ala. cm org kate..fate kan? sum1 told me b4..
"anis, i'm sure there's sum1 outta there yg tunggu ko pagi dan mlm..siang dan gelap, n maybe die pun tak tahu sape yg die tunggu. but deep down his heart, die tahu. die tunggu pompuan yg percaye dgn hope.even its impossible.but it can be miracle ryte anis?"..uhhh..bencinye ayt neh.
jht la ko..but anyway thanks. kasi semgt kt aku.hehe.herm. esk farid nk jumpe.nak?taknk?nak?taknak?heh.malas mengatasi segalenye.tgk la.
btw, kla. mate neh dh gedik.nantok.pen off~

heavily broken baby.

heavily broken.

Everyday I sit here waiting
Everyday just seems so long
And now I've had enough of all the hating
Do we even care, it's so unfair
Any day it'll all be over
Everyday there's nothing new
And now I just try to find some hope
To try and hold onto
But it starts again
It'll never end

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that
I'm choking
And I can't even move
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

Almost giving up on trying
Almost heading for a fall
And now my mind is screaming out
I've gotta keep on fighting
But then again
It doesn't end

Feels like I'm drowning
I'm screaming for air(Screaming for air)
Louder I'm crying
And you don't even care

I'm heavily broken
And I don't know what to do
Can't you see that I'm choking
And I can't even move(What can I do)
When there's nothing left to say
What can you do
I'm heavily broken

shit! n now i'm heavily broken bcz of him.u easily gv me hope n suddenly u crush it.argh! ntah!kalo u dgr dis song, tak taw la u still ingt or not.but trust me.dis song was my sweetest song eva.when u dd8 for me b4. my mistake.i was too soft.n dear.i tak pernah maenkan u.plz.love=stupid.plz.jgn maen perasaan keyh?!

gsc.oh gsc!

gsc..ohh gsc..ala, i'm just coming bck from gsc just now. met all da kg.nekmat's folks. but certain je dpt dtg. at least sket rather than none.abg.syah,saufi,mus,shequeku syg,k.june,maha,ajis,wawa,wan,syazwan(xsmpt jumpe.mengilang je bdk tuh),fendi,sir,joe,ganesan,shanker,kumar,sape lg erk???rmai arr..miss abes ngn diorg. then, pegi mkn kt dkayu, haahha..cm biase, borak2 n gelak2.maen2 kan kamarul..hahaha..tamil je yg xserve kitorg. act, dorg due neh r da waiter kt dkayu.kamrul n tamil cm waiter tetap kitorg.dr dulu aku msk keje,smpai aku benti,smpai aku dtg balik..ttp sama. hahahah. one day kene amek gmbr ngn diorg neh. then, bincng2 semua ngn dorg.pernah rs when u all felt really2 sad,dump,cheated,not appreciated..ahh.byyk ar lg.but when i sat together with they all i feel like..all my burden was flying away as wind flew through da day.ntah.rs laen.ngn dorg, i can let go everyhtng dat i hv and cm xde obstacle ape2 kalo nk ctr ape2.its feel like we're more than friends. even some of them cm dh berumur, like 26, 27..but like our heart r one.xtaw la.rs laen. since keje kt ctu, i've learn somthng.ya,somethng.somethng dat cant afford to buy,or can get easily from anywhere.damn ar!emo abes!but nh la die.when i feel down like hell,they gv me hope.gv me somtng.ssh nk explain dat kind of feeling.rs syg sgt.sgt2.cm ssh sng,sumer share.sorg untung,tlong kwn.rugi,tlg kwn.ssh tol!ahhh.ssh nk dpt bos cmtuh.cm boleh kwn,abg,or even bapak.ahah.kan2 sir?then,kitog sumer g tgk movie.rogue.ya.cm tuh kot da spelling.uhh..forget my grammar.haram berterabur.but nvrmind la.aslkan dpt tulis ape yg dirase.dis is my blog?who cares kalo grammar berterabur syg??huahua.dh lame rs tak tgk movie ngn diorg.thanks joe, even dat movie not asterik yet, but u kasi je..uhuhu.syg2!!then pegi lepak mcd.huu.lame nye tak dgr abg,syah berblue.hahaha.bengong!herm.sum1 ask me to work around 2 weeks neh, but taknk la.its kinda tired la babe.i'm sory.herm.then, balik naek bus.cm biase.miss plak tyme2 balik keje..hahah.dr dulu, slalu nmpak sorg guy neh.bdk keje kenny rogers.everynight la nmpak.cm rapid mate la.but tak penah tgr.cm msg2 senyum je.hahahah.hey dude!if u read dis, afta dis,just tgr je la.at least hye.hahahah.

-miss abes sama ini tempat.aduh_

hurm.mule2 bee,sheque,maha,k.june.miss la tyme sumer baek2 neh.

sumer ader.:)

lastly,

syg kamu semua:)

thanks 4 da smile:)

bosan.weird.pathetic.strange.freak.uhh!

haha.mmg sesuai abes pic neh ngan situation+perasaan+fikiran+argh..semua ar.all mixed up together. than puuup! jadilah BOSAN. now, i'm listening to "better in time" by leona lewis.this song was very meaningful. rs cm bgs nye pompuan neh. at least she hv da strengh to face up da world in front of her.luv da lyrics. esp..



"Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time"


"If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok"

haha..cm bermakne abes.n now tgh chattng wit my old asst. manager of gsc.encek rahim. ahah..btw, i'm tooooooo miss da moments tyme i was gscrian b4. we all cm family. ape2 pun we're share together.kene mrh, kene puji..all dats make me rs cm dihargai. ya. n thanks to u guys beb! bt now, dh ramai bdk br..so, cm xbest kalo nk dtg pun. haha. ramai ajk kuar, bt dunnoe y rs ingin ddk di rumah mengatasi sgalanye.home sweet home.haha. hurm..k la..cm no idea je. later. bye.

sy syg gscrian.
_sofea_

matahariku.

here r da list of my music dis weekend.

1. tanpa kekasihku-agnes monica (u should watch her videoclip.u should!!)

2. wherever u will go-the calling

3. 7 things-miley cyrus

4. da man who cant be moved-the script

5. we cry-the script

6. org kecil-wani ardy

7. askar-wani ardy

8. dis i promise u-nsync

9. leavin'-jesse mccartney

10. bedtime-usher n babyface

11. summer's over-jon robert

warwick avenue lyrics

time: around 6 somethng..
place: roOm..ruums!ahah!
mood:hungry?nope! sad?nahh...happy??errrr...missing??ya!!

owh..i'v watching one music video just now..dats song really2 make me remind of him..uh god!how can i forget bout u uhh??shit ar! herm..so, i've tried to download dat music video but failed..i just can give u da lyrics..

WARWICK AVENUE BY DUFFY

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

Meet me by the entrance of the tube.

We can talk things over, a little time...

Promise me you won't step outta line.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

Please drop the past and be true.

Don't think we're okay, just because I'm here...

You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...

You think you're loving but I want to be free.

Baby you've hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

We'll spend an hour, but no more than two.

Our only chance to speak, once more...

I showed you the answers, now here's the door.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...

I'll tell you baby, that we're through.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

All those days spent together, I wished for better,

But I didn't want the train to come.

Now it's departed, I'm broken hearted, seems like we never started.

All the days spent together, when I wished for better,

And I didn't want the train to come

You think you're loving but you don't love me.

I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

You don't love me, I want to be free,

Baby you've hurt me. .....

B.F.F

hurm..yesterday i got small fight wit nadia. sometimes i think even she is already 17, n going to 18, but sumtimes her mind thinking always like 10 years old.aduh. but its skjp je.so, today, we're ok already.hurm.dear blog, i hv somethng dat i want to share wit. dis thing i stole from rifa's blog. its really attract me wit da words..friendship n slowly become ends..sometimes it makes me wonder, "suddenly or slowly they will just leave you, and that's how it ends." - motionstudy.is it true? friends r easier to find, but true friend which always be our side no matter wat happen, oh gosh! its really hard.maybe 1 in thousand.maybe.now, sy sudah miss all da frens. aduh. i'm da one who really hard to rolling down my tears but when it comes to "friend"..my tears slowly drop one by one without give any signal.omg! ape neh?!susah! ahah.maybe cry was actually a kind of release. i think so. n i agreed wit dat. then i noticed dat my proud will down as hell when it comes to friend.yeah. n yeah. i think sumtimes i prefer unburden n tell my stories to sum1 called friend rather than family.nah!wit certain cases n stories. when its involve bout personal thingy,boyfriend,n family probs..then i'll catch my phone then ring to home.other than that, i'll just text to others.hurm.love. i hate dis chapter. "it takes no time to fall in love, but some years to noe wat love is bout."kan2?!btw, i feel like love just a playing a game.really.love.break.love.break.b4 dis, i'll already fall in luv wit sum1 but i'm maybe kinda of blur n maybe not clear wat i felt bout him dat time.i noe, he really2 love n take care bout me. i noe bout dat dear. but sumtimes, i'm while away sumtimes bout u n i dunnoe how to express my love to u..but plz dear. i love u. n i do!then, we're break. wit da simple telephone call from him. swear to god, i'm sad bout dat.His words brought me a sense of pain. . really feel like a huge brick squash down on me.Truth be told I've tried my best to love u..But somewhere along the way...I got caught up in all there was to offer and the cost was so much more than I could bear..i just cant afford.i'm sory darling. maybe dis is not our journey.every morning when i woke up, i quickly grab my phone n i noe i've got 1 msg from u."baby, i'll love u till da next morning n forever.".thats simple msg already make me alive along da day n being loved by u is my strengh to keep smile for others even i cant. i just miss dat moments.i wish i can turn back time.but its impossible kan?then, day by day, minutes by minutes, u'll keep changing.for da 2nd chance, i try my best to be his mrs.future, but no matter how hard i tried..its still comes to da end of da road. he is really absurd.weird.strange.n sumtimes i feel ur a stranger. then i'll keep my mind, even i'm trying so hard n maybe too much, i noe. its already hv full stop in our relationship.oh gosh! dis is fate. so, i'll accept ur fate god wit wide open heart n i'll swallow all da sweet bitter moments dat we're have together.when it comes to love story of mine, maybe da chapter did not have da ending yet. i hope i hv my happy ending or this. n all my friends, i love u all. not matter wat happen, bff.sory if i'm not really noe how to expressing my feelings to u guys but swear to god, deep down my heart, i really love n happy wit u guys.thanks u guys.bff!!!

loves one:-

_my bintang.

_father barre convent year 97-98

_sk.pinang tunggal year 98-n sumthng 2000..cant remmber

_st anne's convent year 2000 sumtng

_sk.pandan year 2002..esp adeq, manje,eha,aisyah,nik,asyraf,faiz,zul,anuar,farhan..n others6B

_netball's team of pahang year 2002 under-12

_sekolah seri puteri 0307..pioneers..

_my rapid's mate..ikram..peqah..yus..huhu

_beb..azril, idzhar,tash,danial....(lupename)

_gsc mmbers. esp kg.nekmat gangs.

_my ym's mate..heheh..maybe sumtimes i dun ever noe u.but we're still friends ya?!aha!

_kmph studnt. esp my tutorial's mate..paah.ain.k.yus.k.bella..hehe

_mochi si botak! huhuh..even ko ader rmbut pun..aku ttp anggap ko botak! dush!

_wadie..hahah

_B1-T1-20..+beah,esp rifa..( my indie's mate)

_N lastly u.( u noe who u r)

erm..pade sesape yg tak disebut i sofea kenal u all..soryy bebyak..u all pun kwn gak!

sincerely,

sofea.

at da edge of da ocean.can we start all over again?

"(Another Song) All Over Again
You've been alone, you've been afraid
I've been a fool
In so many waysbut I would change my life
If you thought you, might try to love me
So please give me another chance
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all over,

I'm not a saint I'm just a girl
Who had heaven and Earth In the palm of his hand
but I threw it away
So now I stand here today asking forgiveness
and if you could just please
Give me another chanceto write you another song
And take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart
If you would let me start all overAgain

oh boy. you're all I've got.
Don't you leave me standing here once again?
'Cause I'll give you my life
Yes I would.If you would let me try to love you
So please give me another chance to write you another song
and take back those thing's I've done...

cupcakes

hello there..

my angels from my nighmare..ahaaa..finally i'm home..best gle rs jejak ka kt kl neh..omg!hehehe..byk gle nk ctr but my mum was brrw my hp..so, all my dailys takleh nk amek..hurm..btw, yesterday was my uncle's graduation day..best gle rase..dis is da 1st tyme history in my family wearing dat jubah n amek ijazah..jeles gle rs..n make me more touched when he gv me chance to wearing his jubah n pegang his scroll tuh..wahhh!mmg berangan gle..btw, afta i finished my matrix, then i will proceed my studies in degree..but its all depends on my final result..kalo low,i'm just doing local..if its more than wat i'm expected from my result, then bleh la pegi memane..maybe one day..dr.anis sofea.huh!heeheh..ssh nye..tipical me!hurm..then jalan2 around dat konvo..jumpe all da graduate2..best gle..mkn2..n k.elin make surprise for his mr.future wit kasi cupcakes kt die..comel gle..mmg da theme of da days is purple..semua org pakai purple..like we're purple team..huhuhu!!! ..so, dgn ssh dan payahnye k.elin buat unt my uncle..n layan all da anak sedare nye kerenah sorg2..heheheh

best n rock gle kalo dpt maksu cmneh!!!!!!!ur rock girl!!hehehehehe..tak sbr nk tunggu dorg kawen..hehehehe...
kalo dorg kawen plak..i'll make my own handmake cupcakes..hahaah..wondering...wat it could looks like uh??huhuhu:)

then..dat nyte my uncle n his mrs.future brought us (me, nadia n nurlis)went to watch MOCK TRIAL at da law nye faculty..mmg every year all these students will perform teater ala2 dlm court but semuanye klakar gle..btw, this drama is 18sx..hehehe..byk gle adegan2 yg sgt tak ptt ditengok..but come on arr...lakonan je..mmg btl2 rs dlm court..best gle..die kesah nk cr pesalah yg mmbunuh dato' ba ba tanglong..hahaha..name pun dh gelak. basicly kalo tgk cm ctr mona fendy but mostly diorg tkr make it btl2 real.. all da elements were inside..sedih, gmbira,terkejut,geli,hahahah..semua arr..n dis is my 1st tyme tgk..besttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt gle!huhuh..then afta dat show, pg mkn kt tmpat ape ntah..happening gle..semua ader arr..i think kl neh afta 8pm br hidup..dis is life..watching all people surround mkn2 n borak2..cm best gle..huhuhu..so, abes la graduation's dat story..lastly..congratulations paksumi n perhaps one day every1 dtg my konvo plak..hehehehe..insyaallah!